I was laying pretty much lifeless on my bed with the moon shinning through my window and onto my skin. Tears where casscading down my cheeks.
i sighed and whispered to myself "i really loved him but i guess he never really did."
Torn in two, she lies awake,
The moon lights up her room like day
Another night she spends alone,
Without his touch, her skin so cold.
*Earlier That Week*
Today was a fantastic day, the sun was shinning, the sky was as blue as the ocean, and clouds as white as snow. I walked down stairs and saw Chad in the kitchen eating breakfast and then thats when my whole morning was ruined.... i knew he was up to something but i didnt know what, he never came home last night until an hour ago.
"hey babe" Chad said to me with a smile
"where were you?" i said getting straight to the point
"thats none of your business" he simply said
"i think it should be my business, i was so worried Chad, i called you like ten times and you never answered" i said
Chad didn't answer and got up and started walking towards the front door.
"where are you going now?" i yelled at him
"again it's none of your busness" he said and walked over to me and kissed my cheek and walked out the door.
I walked into the lounge room and sat on the lounge and just broke down and cried, but soon there was a knock on the door i got up wiping the tears on my face and opened the door.
"hey Hayles" Josh said
"wow wow whats up hayles? have you been crying?" Josh said and i started to cry again
"h.. h..he keeps leaving" i managed to get out
"who? Chad?" he asked
"yeah the last few weeks he just leaves after he eats breakfast and wont tell me where he is going and the randomly shows up again early in the morning" she said
"do you want to go out for coffee and then hang out in the park? it might cheer you up a bit?" Josh said
"yeah sure, let me go get my shoes" i said with half a smile
i slipped on my old beaten up black converse and walked out the door and climbed into Josh's car and we drove down to our local starbucks.
We arrived and walked in, it was crowded.
"what do you want?" Josh asked
"umm just an iced coffee" i said and sat down on a chair and waited for Josh.
A few minutes later Josh came back with our drinks and we sat and chatted for a bit until i saw someone.
"oh my gosh theirs Chad" i said to Josh and pointed at him walking through the door of Starbucks
"whats he doing here?" Josh said
"i dont know" i said and looked away
"oh no look Hayles" Josh said and i turned around and there is some tall rich snobby looking girl holding hands with Chad but Chad still dose not notice us
"lets go Josh" i said as i couldn't stand to look at Chad.
We got up and i walked passed Chad smashing my shoulders into him, i saw Chad look at me and whisper "oh shit"
I got to Josh's car and started to cry
"I knew it, i fucking knew he was up to something and he fucking cheated on me with that thing." i said in disgust
"he's not worth it Hayles" Josh said and hugged me while cried into his shoulder
"Just take me home Josh" I said
"are you sure?" he said
"yeah i think i just want to be on my own for bit" i said looking down at the ground.
Even though the world she loves,
It won't ever be the way it was,
And his heart of stone left hers breaking.
We got into the car and Josh dropped me off out the front of my house.
"if you need me Hayles, im only a phone call away" he said
"ok thanks for everything Josh" i said and turned around and walked into my house.
I took my shoes off and walked upstairs to my room.... our room and layed on the bed.
Days went by and Chad never returned home after i saw him in Starbucks with that blonde bitch.
I dont think i ever moved from my bed, i couldn't stop thinking about all our memories we had on all the tours we went on with our bands.
Memories they take her back,
Every moment fades to black,
Every kiss and every taste.
Suddenly i heard the front door being unlocked and then foot steps coming up the stairs.
"Chad is that you?" i yelled out but got no response.
my door opened and Chad walked in and layed down next to me, i moved away and turned over and sat up and faced him.
"Chad" i said trying to get his attention
"CHAD" i yelled and turned over and looked at me
"Say you love me" i said to him
silence filled the room after that, i staired at him with tears starting to fall down my cheeks.
"Chad say you love me" i said once more but he looked at me and stood up and shaked his head and grabbed some things and left again.
"dont fucking come back" i said as he slambed the door shut.
Every night she cries,
And dies a little more each time,
Say you love me,
Nothing left inside,
Say you love me,
And the silence will set her free.
Im in such a mood to write lately its rediculous! so here you go here is a one shot, i baised it off the song called 'The Silence' by Mayday Parade..... this probably dosen't make much sence but whatever!